<body> IN SEARCH OF THE MISSING ONE....
THE EMPTY ME.



alex.
twenty two.
25MARCH85.
SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT.
LOVE SPORTS.

WISHLIST.

laptop
printer
Happiness
back pack
good grades
trip to Taiwan
basketball shoe
new sound system
a good badminton racket
full LIGAMENT recovery
creative mp3 - at least 8GB

HAD BEEN.

  • June 2004
  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • January 2005
  • March 2005
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • November 2006
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • October 2007
  • July 2008
  • September 2008
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • June 2009
  • October 2009

    THANKS FOR BEING HERE.

    Eve
    Claris
    IBP.. =)
    AlvIn
    Linda
    Nui er
    Ah Ron
    Shevon
    DA JIE!

    YAK YAK.


    Saturday, October 06, 2007


    To the few who actually do read my blog, so sorry that i had not been updating.. haha.. was lazy and well moodless to blog la.. lolz.. well, life have been both busy and yet very bored.. funny rite.. well i feel very happy that i am studying already... yet this particular schooling life is so very different from wat i had alway experienced. there is basically no campus life.. i dun have a cca and i usually go home after sch.. well that sort of sucks and i dun like it.. although i know joining track in poly was part of the reason y my result was ideal but no excuses, i really wanna have a fulfiling life in uni man..

    i have been visiting NTU, to look for some old fren to play badminton and basketball.. the feeling was great to be able to exercise again.. even though i have to admit, my leg had not recovered 100%.. considering it is already more den 6 month since i tore my ligament.. well, maybe it cant recover any better den now? hahah.. but i really wanna play badminton, basketball, soccer, table tennis, vball and any other sport!! uni life is basically projects, test, exam.. haha.. sometime i am just so stress that why i am not as stress i feel i should be.. my parent is actually stressing mi already and i am so not motivated for certain module la.. JIAYOU! must not give up!!

    Was actually inclined to blog after watching this particular show on tv.. yeah i know i was suppose to be studying for my History of Management thought test on monday but well.. i decided to chiong after the show.. so what is this show abt? at 1st i tot nth of it.. was jus watching it.. den as the story unfold, it is actually a story with wonderful moral behind it.. dun read if u got no patience ahz.. haha...

    Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 2:55 AM 



    rui and ching is a couple who are alway arguing with each other.. however, their love for each other was actually very strong, so no matter how big a fight they have, the very next moment 1 of them would have gave in and start to think of way to make the other party cheer up and feel appeased. they went thru a lot of up and down but their love remain strong and unknown to them they had already shared a very very strong chemistry. in 1 particular scene where the 2 of them are arguing in the car, and thus rui drive faster and faster before suddenly braking. his sudden braking cause the car behind him to ramp into his rear. the driver of the car behind who look like a gangster thus come out and approach him scolding him.. at this moment, ching got out of the car and started scolding the gangster. rui, seeing his gf scolding the gangster also came out and started scolding him.. their scolding in unison, even the gangster scare and drive off.. that is how strong their chemisty are..

    once, after yet another arguement, they decided to go for a holiday in europe.. rui hope that it would be a good trip and pack all their luggage and stuff into his car the night before. the next day, when they went to the carpark, he found his car missing.. he was in panic and wanted to call the police but ching insisted that they go for the holiday and report the car missing when they come back.. rui was very angry and had a very very big fight with ching.. it ended up with they saying "let break up!" and so ching went back to their hse to pack her belonging while rui took a cab to the police station...

    while on the way to the station, rui sorted out his thinking and decide to go back home to look for ching.. while on his way back , he saw his car parked at the void deck of a building! he quickly went to inspect the car and when he opened his car boot, he saw a guy suffering a gun shot wound in the boot instead.. at this moment, 3 other guy appear and ask him to get up the car.. however the very next moment, a police van had appear at the scene and a gunwar happened..

    for the next part of the story, rui was forced to be with the grp of gangster who are actually coming to hk for a deal. due to rui being a ER nurse, he was told to save and help the guy with the gun shot wound. as he follow them ard, his gf sense smth amiss and thus being to look for him.. the most bastard part of this show is 1 of the best fren of rui who is a cop actually suspect rui of being in cahoots with the gangster.. wtf right?.. haha.. as they go ard looking for one another, it ended up with them robbing the bank and forcing rui to drive to the pier.. due to them being shot and needing blood tranfuse, they called ching to get it for them..

    i was amazed at how brave ching was to save her bf.. and she was actually very clever too.. she actually manage to catch the person collecting the blood from her and in turn threaten to kill the collector unless they free rui.. HOWEVER, rui, knowing that most prob he is going to die as they wont let him off.. pleaded with ching to just leave the blood there and run.. this is a very sad scene as they pleaded with each other.. finally ching relent and ask the boss to keep his promise. rui tot everything was oki till the boss ask the collecter to bring ching to him too.. at this moment, rui jus went crazy and started punching the shit out of the boss.. as the boss and 1 of his fellow is injured seriously, they cant really fight back much..

    as ching and the collector of the blood(happen to be the wife of the boss) reach the pier, they saw rui and the boss shooting each other.. and when the boss wife saw rui shooting her husband to death, she drove her car with ching in it toward the sea.. after which she jumped out and walk toward rui, firing 1 more shot at his shoulder.. she den commited sucide beside her husband..

    rui jump into the sea to help ching out of the car even though HE DUN KNOW HOW TO SWIM.. he managed to save ching out of the car but he himself, suffering from 2 gun shot wound and lack of oxygen, fainted... ching went up for some air and dive back in to save him but he was too heavy for her.. as the scene of ching repeating going up for air and diving in to try to save rui happen over and over again, it was really heart whenching... in the end, rui woke up, push her up and ask her to go, he cough out a burst of blood and dropped dead.. that was when all the flash back of them arguing came back..

    i felt this story tell somethings.. when u really love that person, let her know... no matter what happen, alway be there for her and cherish her.. do not come to regret 1 day that u have not done enuf for that person.. couple out there.. cherish each other.. no matter what difficulties u face, main thing is face it together.. communication is very impt.. rui and ching might alway argue but their love for each other really shone thru... their sincere care and love for each other nver relents... only sad thing is that rui died in the end... so pls cherish ur relationship and be there for each other...

    if u r actually patient enuf to read till here.. i have something to say.. or maybe u r like some ppl who skip the middle and jus come read the conclusion... haha.. anyway.. i had decided to come clean with something.. people alway ask mi if i had been in a relatonship before.. i had alway said no.. why.. maybe it is so as not to be reminded of something that make me very upset... but now i had decided to face it.. yes, i had 1 relationship before.. if u consider it a relationship.. i was with her for 19 days.. she nver ans mi when i ask her did she ever like mi b4.. maybe i was jus playing the role of subsitute.. i broke up with her 2 day before valentine day.. and by valentine day she was attached.. maybe i was damn naive that time to actually go into a relationship like tat.. maybe i deserved it.. i really did put in everything into this.. i not sure if she rem but i actually folded a heart for her every single day where we are together with a sweet little msg inside the heart.. i really put in everything liao lo.. but well.. there is no right or wrong in love.. right? i still dun know y i alway say i wasnt in a relationship b4.. maybe i dun consider this a relationship.. so well.. if u ppl consider this as having a relationship b4.. i had 1.. a rather forgettable 1...

    我已经相信, 有些人我永远不必等...

    Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 2:08 AM